So today I decided to venture out on a trail I had discovered at random a few days ago, seeing as it was not too hot out. Though I would have liked the lighting to be a little better for photography, I was slightly weary going into a new trail alone I let the adventurous side of me take over and I was not disappointed~~ (aside from the fucking ( Read more... )

I opened all my entries (aside from lyrics) to public.

I have nothing left to hide.

I wear these scar with pride.

I was never anyones friend by hiding.

Truth.

Myself.

My emotions.

That is me.

Always has.

Always will be.

Love me.

Hate me.

I am not yours to judge.

but this is the end.
Im sure at some time you cared.
Just as at some time I would have chased after you.

so this is goodbye...

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So, for quite some time I have been trying to come to terms and make amends with everything that has gone askew in my life. I been told I beat myself up too much, Ive been told that I am paranoid, Ive been told Im not the only one going through problems, I've been told some things cannot be helped, hell, Ive been told its all my fault.

( I will not hide. I will not run. This is me. This is my life. This is your decision to read on. )

I misunderstood and annoyed friends ( Read more... )

Under the pressure of others perceptions can really weigh a person down. Having to live up to or crawl under the expectations of others is so hard. I for one am guilty of doing this myself, but I have pride in admitting to it. Though now, my views on the subject has since changed. I feel I have to address this sort of as a self awareness and maybe ( Read more... )

I know that I have gone through dramatic changes over these past few years ( Read more... )

I dreamt I stopped giving a shit about everything I cared for… all my meanings in life just didnt mean anything to me anymore… everything was going to shit and I just stood there laughing and eating a burger.

( It was the most delicious hamburger I ever ate. )

ugh my stomache really, really, really hurts ( Read more... )